Sleep

My life now revolves around sleep.
When will Annabelle wake up in the morning?
Now that she's up, how much time do we have to run out before she is tired?
Is she tired?
We have to get home or she's going to melt down.
I thought she was tired, isn't this naptime, and why isn't she going to sleep?
When was her last nap?
How long was her nap?
Only 30 minutes? Should I try getting her back down?
Should I keep her up now or let her have a catnap before bed?
Is our bedtime routine good?
It's bedtime, she is clearly tired, shouldn't she be sleeping?
Will she ever let me put her down?
Why won't she sleep more than an hour?
It's 10:30! Why isn't she sleeping?
I could have written that book, "Go the F*^¥ to Sleep," that one guy published.
Okay she is finally asleep, dare I put her down?
ARRGGHHH why does she wake up every.time. I put her down?
Will I ever in my life sleep more than a couple of hours in a row?


That's basically my entire thought process all day. Every now and then there is a non-sleep related thought that pops up, and I am usually surprised when that happens and remind myself that life used to not be about sleep, and I used to have normal thoughts on a regular basis. Alas, no more.

Annabelle just went to sleep. Literally. It is 12:48 am. We have been trying unsuccessfully since 7:00.

We may or may not be getting out of bed tomorrow.